tell me something i'll believe.

I know not its not who you are, its who you know.
I see clearly now which way to go.
I'm still getting over who I was, and i recall the way i was.
Time for a heart felt blog.
Tell me something that I can belive for once, everything changes.
I have learned the people I need, and the ones I can live without.
Im tired of living my life for everyone elses happiness, I think its time for me to be happy.
Im learning to live my life one day at a time, and that being a Degler entitles me to that little black cloud of bad luck.
I had a rough year, but whether you believe me or not i made it through it, and i AM strong.
Judge me all you want but i know what im doing is right for me.
I am in love, 1 yr and 4 months today, apparently he's not using me.
A year ago Sunday he told me he was in love with me.
And tomorrow marks a year from the mess last year.
Im no longer lost in the crowd.
Ive learned that in my life there isnt ever anything "wrong" but nothings ever "right"
Im not one to envy but just wait, that will change.
I am Kristen, I am me and thats all i can be.
I love my dysfunctional family, and i love my best friend.
my boyfriend and Bekah are my rocks.
I get sick WAY to much.

i

just dont get it. the end.

:D

so i had an awesome birthday
p.s. thanks everyone for coming to my surprise party.
i love you all so very much,
and im so happy to finally not be sick.
and our first football game was AMAZING! i am so proud of our band, we are going to beast!!
gahhh.


so saturday night: OMG so awesome, saw Staind and Creed in concert with my best friend and susan. it was awsome i had so much fun with them. i love them!!!
im with bekah all weeek my parents went to key west lol. NO SCHOOL FOR A WEEK IM SO EXCITED TO RELAX AFTER MY WEEK GAHHH,
i missed my best friend too.


so my one year with my amazingly incredible boyfriend is on tuesday! (: im so excited, i love him so very much.


but yeah thats all i have to rant about. text me lol. going to play guitar hero with bekah some moer.

<333

:D WOOOO

1.FEVER FINALLY BROKE!
2.GOT ZAXBYS TODAY!
3.MY BIRTHDAY IS TUESDAY!
4.BEST FRIEND TOMORROW!
5.ONE YEAR ON THE 15th
6. ALABAMA GAME TONIGHT
7. PENN STATE AND G.A. TECH ONE :D ( OKLAHOMA STATE NEEDS TOO NOW)

MY LIFE IS SO GREAT RIGHT NOW. I LOVE IT <333
AND I FINALLY HAVE WHO I NEED IN MY LIFE.

OOOO

AND MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 5 days, and i get sunday night with my best friend. i am so excited. i love her and her family so much <3

Fed Up

I am so tired of being sick. I ACTUALLY MISS SCHOOL (not normal). So im really fed up with a lot of things lately. Im tired of fake people in my life, and im sick of people trying to run the part of my life i actually control. Dont get me wrong i have AWESOME friends (Bekah) cough cough and an amazing boyfriend, oye. Thats a whole different story though. Just people know i love him and i am happy. He isnt a bad influence i have cleaned up my attitude alot and he treats me really well. yes i know age is a problem.. but i cant help but love him, and im sorry for those of you that cant get past that and still be my friend, just know for once i am finally happy minus being sick.

and there is nothing on tv. and i can barely sit at the comp. for 10 min. and oye. anyways yep im done ranting. going back to bed. i love you.

SICK??...really

So people by now probably think im faking... but im not. I am so tired of being sick like its ridiculous. I guess they think i like needles and getting behind in work and being stressed. But if anyone knows how to take out a kidney i am all yours. I am so sick of it. Like you dont even know. SO i will probably epically fail at keeping this updated, and i will probably bore you, but i finally have one (: so be happy lol. Even though my best friend will probably be the only one to read it... I LOVE YOU (sorry im such a needy bff hehe) you are def. the awesomest best friend ever and i love you more than anything. you really toatlly rock and complete me and i love you. and you will always be my best friend. like for real. just to reasure you ;)

<3kristen